Whats going on!!

Hello my lovely blog!! Today is FRIDAY!!! Thank heavens!! It took all the strength in my 5 foot body to get out of bed this morning! Whew! Well for a brief update let me see... Well, Damien and I have officially separated. Yes.. he has moved out. It was what needed to happen. We were arguing just waaaay too much and besides the intimacy and all that has dissolved years ago between us! It was just time to move on. So the only downside to him being gone of course is me footing the bills for EVERYTHING! Mortgage, Lights, Gas, Food, Phone, transportation..etc. So yea it's a lot! Oh and lets not forget the fact that he was the COOK! so fuck yea i am missing all the good eats and shit! I may have to invest in one of those Converter ovens that cooks whole meals in like 20 minutes straight from the freezer! Only because by the time i get home its close to 9pm! I be tired as hell! i don't feel like cooking nada! ..But the baby can't eat Mcdonalds and Popeyes every dam night!..So yea I've got to figure something out. Speaking of my baby boy..he is doing just fine! Getting bigger and taller! He's gonna be tall like his uncles i can tell! I've been searching for a new gig! With Damien gone i'll definitely need more money! Even though that little bit of money that i was able to squeeze out of his ass wasn't shit! I told him that he would have to give me $300 a month for Gavin ($150 every two weeks) so we'll see! I would hate to have to take him to child support, but i will if i have too! He's just too inconsistent! So last weekend was my H.S reunion. I went to some of the festivities and it was just nice to see everyone 10yrs later. Some people gained weight..some lost. Some even lost hair!..lol! I'm like dam! WTF happened?.. But anyway on Friday night the "Meet & Greet" was held at a club called "Juniors". So i go with my buddy Edress and we were having a good time. I had a few drinks and was feeling gooooood! So i see my ex-friends that DONT talk to me (Alesha, Shawndia and Tanesha) sitting against the wall. I go over being my usual breezy self and ask jokingly, "What yall having a Glamour Girl Meeting?" Just talking shit! I aint mean no harm at all. Anyways Alesha sloppy ass goes in!.. Like, "Aint nobody on that!..Aint nobody said shit to you....yadda yadda..yadda!" I mean pissed off! So clearly this big bitch is still mad at me ova some shit that happened last JUNE!!..lol! Girl let that shit goooooo!! So anyway she got her hands all in my face and everything!..lmao! Like she is really bad! So i slap her hand out my face and "Patty" another girl that we went to H.S with hauls off and punches me in the face!.. I couldn't believe it! I had never had an issue with Patty! so needless to say it was complete pandamonium in the place! I was flabbergasted! The picnic was that Sunday tho and Patty made her way over to me to apologize. I accepted the apology since i felt it was sincere and again i never had an issue with her! I guess she was protecting her amazonian BFF Alesha!..lmao! It's all good tho.. they can stay mad..i'm good! Bubba came and saw me on lunch last week in his drop top Benz and we was styling and profiling on Michigan avenue! People were looking like, "What that Black girl doing with that Asian boy!"..lol! Whateva! Bubba to quiet tho! I just take the lack of conversation as a muthafucka not really being interested! So thanks for the Ride and the spliff Bubba but, umm your number has been deleted..Sowwie..:( I go see my sissy this weekend! Yay!! Going to go and get my hair done for this LA trip on the 23rd. Burundi is s'pose to be sending for me..we'll see. He talk so much shit! He did put some money in my account for me last week tho, so we'll see what happens. I already put the time in at work so im ready!..Just waiting on him! If he fake me out i'm calling my buddy "Say-So" since he's in Vegas. See if he can send for me so i can come hang out down there with him for a weekend! I've started writing a second novel and its Gooooooood! I'm gonna start the process to get the first one published finally! I'm adamant about being progressive this year and getting things DONE! Okay that's my piece on this Friday afternoon PEACE!..:)

"You Better Leave Me"

http://youtu.be/zKsai_KiTiU I looove this song! Found it on another site called "Soul Bounce" and i am hooked!! Love how he flipped the whole script and made a song entitled "You better Leave me!" Man that is innovative! I'm mad as hell that i didn't come up with that first!..lol! I'm definitely inspired tho! Gonna see if i can play around with some words in my head and come up with something along similar lines! Dopeness!! I love it!!! :))