Really Now??

Afternoon well evening just about!.. Today is Money making Monday and my mood isn't the very best! Well the weekend was pretty slowmotion. I didn't get into much mischief and pretty much stayed indoors. I got out for a bit on Friday. Hooked up with my old buddy from Grade School "Shanique" and we drank and laughed for awhile. I got to playing that "Michael Jackson Experience"and it was allll she wrote!..lol! I got a glimpse of Bubba on Friday night too. He came and bumped heads with me and we chilled for a min before I had him drop me off to Shanique. I sooo.. miss "Tomi boy". Was s'pose to hang out with him on Saturday, but was in straight lazy mode and decided to reschedule our time. IKR!! The Phuck! When we alllll...know that Tomi is the muthaphuka that we want!..lol! Oh well, hell you can't be so available to these niccas all the dam time! Tho i wanted to throw on some threads and hurry to him, i decided against it. Hopefully we'll get up later on during the week. So what brings me to blog this evening is "Bubba's" ass! So Saturday I ask him via text if he can buy me some perfume. I didn't really see the big dam deal! I mean it's $40 Perfume! Smell goods, come on now! So he asked me, "What was the name" but after I told him he got all dry and shit thru text like, you know there was an issue with him getting it for me. Okay now check this. I work. I can really buy my own $40 bottle of perfume or for that matter get another mofo to buy it okay! He has no issue with asking for Pics and videos and shyt but you wanna act all crazy when i ask you to get me something as small as perfume?? Okay so that was Sat and he really never said "Yes or No" about it. So today he sends me a text saying, "Man I lost all of your pics cuz i've got a new phone" so no problem.. i re-send the pics. Then i say, "So you never told me if you were getting me perfume or not. did you look online?" So this mofo says, "No i didn't look, but what if i told you no?" WHAT?!! So you know i'm pissed at this point right? cuz im thinking like, really what's the fucking deal?!. I can't get a dam bottle of perfume out cho ass??.. Get the fuck outta here! Miss me with the bullshit alright! Cheap ass bastard! Then to top it all off, last week he sent me some raunchy text asking me what color panties i had on.:) I replied, like "Green" And that was that. So today after he sends me this bullshit text asking me if i'm upset about the perfume and I say, "Nope" which is a dam lie im sure he knows! This fuck has the nerve to text, "But i'll take you shopping for panties tho". Umm excuse me pervert! I can go panty shopping on my dam own! I don't need your funky ass! Pissed me off! Typical man shit! You can't buy me perfume but you'll have no problem purchasing something that's along the lines of SEX! Stupid ass! He may have went and gotten his ass deleted for this dumb shit here! Jackass! Ugh! I can't believe you Bubba!!..smh.. Tomi just texted and Friday it is..Whoo hooo!!!.:)))))))))) Oh so why Saturday i receive a message from "Harry" saying, "Whatchu doing?..Come blow with me.." So i'm all for that! I reply, "Cool come scoop me." This motherfucker text back, "I can call you a cab and I've got $5 on it!" Boooooy if you dont get the fuck outta my inbox with that bullshit! Hammercy! I can't win for loosing with these dudes! So needless to say i ignored his ass b/c i didn't wanna have to curse his ass out! Just go away Harry! I'm just too good for you!..Sorry.. I was kinda bummed out and not being able to make "Brittain's" party on Sat at Crush. I couldn't find ANYONE to come with me! WTF!! I am in serious need of a female rappie! I swear that is one thing that I miss the most about my old BF "Alesha" that bitch would go ANYWHERE with me!..lol! I sure do miss that..:( "Burundi" put a call and a few texts in to me over the weekend too.. *Rolls eyes* IDK i'm just so over Burundi and all these nicca's who think they can get "Free Milk!" Not happening!! Call it what you want, but if they can open their mouths to ask for ass.. and tit pics.. and facetime and quality time and..videos..etc then my muthaphucking hand is open! The fuck they think this shit is ova here! "Tomi" know what it is!..These other niccas betta catch up and read the memo! Okay that's all I've got for today... Chow!

It's the weekend..again

I swear these days are rolling by! Good grief! Well for a brief update lets see. I hung out last weekend at this place called "Rumba" it was a pretty fun time! They gave you a Salsa lesson and everything while there..it was cool! The food was absolutely divine! I had "Empanadas" which is basically a Latin "Potpie" kinda dish! It was good tho. I met up with Tmani and Kawanee while I was there and it was decent. I texted "Tomi" while i was out and asked where he was. He was at the "Embassy" and asked me to come thru... Of course! I heart Tomi!..lol! He was having a lil party up there too! He had like 7 guys and like 5 girls there. Some of his college buddies from out of town were visiting. So they all got dressed to hit up "Shrine" and we stayed behind.:))) I asked him for $100bucks yesterday and he was nice enough to bring it all the way down to my gig, for me..Aww thank you Tomi boy♥♥ So my plans for this weekend include hanging out at this club "Charismaz" for this girl Brittain's bday. We'll see. I wanna hang out with Tomi again Saturday too, so i've gotta see what i can make happen. I deleted "Burundi" from my FB account. He's always got some shit to say to me that I don't like! I'm sure it's because I ignore him and don't really fuck with him that much. He just talks to much about all the shit he's "Doing" when in fact i don't see a dam thang! I mean he's in L.A and all, but he needs to learn how to court a woman! He just want's me falling all over him and all, but that's not about to happen! He ain't did shit for me so he can miss me with all that! I've been choppin it up with "Bubba" lately too! He's opening up a bit more and I'm learning him..its goodstuff.:) He's a mad cool dude. :)) I went online and found a comedy set that's happening at the Arie Crown on 4/30 so i want us to go! I'm sure he'll be down..I at least hope so!..lol. My best man "Gavin" is still fighting the last of his cold.. I'm gonna take him to the "Kids Table" on 04/29. That should be fun!. It's "Kids can Cook" and it's Mexican Fiesta night!.. So im excited about that!.:) Kids and Kites will be back here on 05/07 as well! He looooooved that event the last time we went there. So i am absolutely stoked about getting him back there. My girlfriend "Kawanee" lost her job on yesterday..:( bummer! With her trying to move and back in school for her Masters this couldn't have come at a badder time! She's a smart cookie tho and I'm absolutely sure she will be just fine. I had to remove "Chrissy" from my newsfeed on FB yesterday as well. She post much to much vulgar ish on FB! She's forever talking about how she likes to "Swallow" on there! Like seriously?.. Girl you look the fool! I swear some ppl just do shit for Shock value!..smh.. Just TMI!.. Gosh i swear i can't remain cool with that girl for long!.. I just don't really like her and the way she lives!.. But hey that's just my opinion.. Okay that's my piece on this Friday afternoon! Gonna hit the treadmill and run for a bit on lunch..chow bella! :)

Baby Bubba..:))

It is officially the weekend!!!.. Thank Heavens! I've got something planned for tomorrow night but tonight I am taking my ass HOME!..Man it took all I had in me to get my butt out of bed this a.m! Rain does that to you, you know?.. Well yesterday evening I hung out with my Chinese buddy "Bubba". Real cool, chill dude. I pride myself on having an eclectic group of friends/associates. Plus, its always cool to get to know about different cultures and how they live you know?.. Well anyway I met Bubba lastyear and we've hung out quite a few times and it's always been cool. He's really a gentleman and I absolutely adore that about him! He's always opening my door to the car..the restaurant..making sure i'm comfortable.. I appreciate all that.:) So lastnight we hit up "Jagrille" Jamaican Cuisine restaurant. The food was "Decent" nothing to take your breath away that's for dam sure! The few sisters/brothers that were there, stayed looking in our dam direction too!.. They bout were thinking, "What is this Black girl doing with a Chinese man in a Jamaican restaurant?"..lmao! Whateva! Phuck yall! So he ordered Curry Shrimp with Rice beans and plantain and convinced me to get the Oxtails. I was not at all pleased with my entree!..lol! He wanted to eat some of my oxtails tho, that's why he made me get them!.lol! We also had Honey glazed wings and Jamaican beef patties for the appetizers. I had a drink called "Jamaican Kiss" and it was goooooood. He doesn't drink so I had another one for him..lmao!! The ambiance is really nice at Jagrille tho..I'm sure it's really live in the summer, with the outdoor seating and all.. I'd recommend it.:) It was time to get me home after dinner and that was that. I'm gonna look to see if any comedy sets are coming up soon and maybe him and I can hit one up, cause I like hanging out with "Baby Bubba!".:) I've made plans to meet my my girl Taleice and Kawanee at "Rumba" tomorrow night so I'm ready for that! It's a Latin restaurant and lounge that's really nice! Great fare and music and I cant wait to shake my tail feather! Kawanee ass know's how to Salsa so I know she's ready to shut shyt down tomorrow!..lol! Well i'm looking forward to it!.. Gonna rock me a lil dress and whatknot!.:) Well that's my piece on this rainy Friday luvs.. Peace!..

Mike Posner - Bow Chicka Wow Wow ft. Lil Wayne

Im lovin this lil song right now!..lol..Bow chica Bow wow!...:)

Harry the Haitian!..

Hello there! Long time no Font!.:) Well I chose today to vent about my latest rendevous! So yesterday i decided to go and hang out with one of my Haitian friends "Harry". Now Harry is 35yrs young and honestly, one of the most respectable guys I have met in a loooooong time! For this reason alone I entertain our friendship. I mean I have a host of male platonic friends, i really don't need anymore! It's only a matter of time before they start to get that look in their eyes and want to become more that just "Friends", Be that as it may, there was just something about "Harry" that rubbed me the right way. So yesterday I wasn't feeling like carrying my ass straight home after work so I didn't! I called Harry and asked if he wanted to blow back.. sure he did! Come on ova! So I did. Now i had never been to this mans house, but considering he is 35 I'm giving the benefit of the doubt that you have your shit together!..At least your own place!.. So needless to say i get ova there and this mofo lives in the basement!! Yes the wet dank ass basement of his moms house! So I don't get to judging right then and there.. i wait. So then we go and take a seat in the cold ass dinningroom area with shit thrown all over the fuccen floor..like seriously boi??.. At this point i'm STILL no judge.. So he lights incensse Cool. I like Inscense..:) So not even 5 mins into the burning, he gets a loud pound on the door. He excuses himsself and goes to answer it. His MOTHER barges in and starts going HAM on his ass for lighting the inscense!..lmao!! I mean she is PISSED!!. She gets to speaking her native Haitian creole tongue and it is beyond embarrassing!! I hear thuds and things falling..i was actually scared! So like 20mins later he brings his ass back to the dinningroom laughing like the shit's funny when it's totally not!! So now, i'm side eyeing dude like "Really?" I ask, "Did you get in trouble?.." He's like, "Naw it's cool." Hmmmm..okay! So then we flame up and.. all of a sudden the lights go out!!!... *Sighs.. Power outage?..Or you didnt pay the bill?.. Either way i'm blowin this spot!! I'mma need you to getcho shit together with your living situation.. your mom...this inscense issue..and COMED before you invite anymore women over to your basement apartment to blow! Dam Harry!..smh...

Family

Well mine I swear the most aint worth a pot to piss in! Hello my lonely blog! How i've missed you so!..Happy new Year!! i plan on making this year a very productive one! I claim that this will be the year of progress and increase! The good Lord blessed me with $7,000 and I was able to get all the much needed repairs on my house! He also blessed me with giving me lower mortgage payments of $843 going forward so I am just elated about all that! So now that, all of that is in perspective i can focus more seriously on my music. I've vowed not to let anything or anyone deter me on my journey to land a musical placement this year! I'm sticking to that! I've also decided that after my bday (2/20) i will be giving up the spliffs FOR GOOD!! They just make me too lazy and i let a lot of things go undone. This year i will be traveling to "NEW YORK CITY!!" I know it's probably not a huge deal but it is to me, only b/c i've never been and have been trying to get there forever!! So i am traveling alone.. No sweat! Me being me i'm sure i'll meet someone out there to hang with! I'm just excited about the trip overall. I want a real NYC experience! Jamaican Beef Patty's and all!..lol! So, as far as family life goes, it's been pretty decent. I was blessed with some of the funds before the holidays and so i was in a real giving mood, so i gave out pretty nice gifts this year. Gavin had a great Christmas and his dad and I have been getting along pretty well (Thank God) We're not married or anything yet, but honestly i'm not for sure if Damien is the guy i would want to marry, so yea!..the jury's still out on that one. He has however been more reliable with funds for the house and bills and such, so that's been a relief. We shall see tho, b/c i've expressed to him how i WILL NOT do what we've been doing for another whole year so i must say there has been some improvements. I am not currently speaking with my sister or mother or maybe anyone on my mothers side of the family. I've just decided to throw in the towel with them. I honestly don't think they love me and Gavin so instead of continuing to wollow in it and wonder why they don't i just think its easier to accept that they don't and just keep it moving. Everything that happnes is s'posed to that's why it did, so my assumption is that Damien's family are My Family! That's the way God made it, so that's the way it is. It hurts but i've gotta be strong..like always. I love them, but they hurt me too much God and i just dont want to keep going thru that. So i ask that you cover me Lord and those that run across this Pray for me. Keep me Lord and hear my prayer. If there is any anger in my heart towards anyone i ask that you remove it. I forgive all those who have wronged me, but i haven't forgot. Continue to love me and guide me. In your name i pray forever and always Amen.

I'm In DEMAND!!!!

hahahahah!! And its the stone cold truth babes! Hello my lonely little ol'e blog! It's been almost 3months to the date that i have last updated you, my apologies. Well i've been doing a few things. I'm not a famous songwriter yet, but I feel like i'm making great progress! So most recently i went to this major networking event with Def Jam, Sony, Jive and Epic records. It was really cool and i met a lot of great people. Malik Yusef and Burundi Partlow being two important individuals. They both work and know Kanye West personally and actually liked some of my music! So tomorrow i am actually going into the studio to try and work on songs to submit to some industry singers. Keri Hilson, Kelly Rowland and KeKe Palmer (The little sweet Disney Girl) all need songs! I'm excited b/c i feel like i have songs that would fit them all perfectly! Beyonce is looking too of course and I got 3 or 4 i would like to submit to her so oh yea i'm staying on top of these ppl to hopefully, prayfully make something happen. Please Jesus!! My baby boy Gavin is in School now!! Whoo Hoo!! And he loves it! I'm so happy about that! And he is fully pottytrained!! No more pull ups! He's still a delight and my little big man.:) My situation with his dad is still in Limbo. I actually asked him to leave sometime in Aug and he was gone all of 2dam days!..smh.. I went to court though and the judge finally entered a sale date on my property.:( Well it's bittersweet actually. I'm thinking that this may very well be the push i need to get up and out of there, b/c it really is just too much on me and im just tired of dealing with it. Then again it's my home and my baby loves it! So IDK. I'm still working with the Lender to see what can be done, but i'm also still looking for an apartment, so yea which ever one comes through first! It's just been hell trying to find a place with my credit being the eye sore that it is. so prayfully the Lord makes something happen for Gavin and I. I had gotten sick too. I actually have A MD appointment tomorrow to see what the issue is. I pray nothing too serious. So i'll update you more on that. I have been getting a LOT of attention from the opposite sex and you know it feels dam good! lol! Especially since i chopped all my dam hair off Amber Rose style. Well not really. I've always preferred to wear my hair natural this weave thing was something new i was trying and though i'm not totally against weaves i just like my natural hair better.:) So i'm loving all this attention b/c I feel like hey this is what you get with me, you either like it or not and im supper confident with this shit, b/c hell its only hair! So when i get a brother tryna holla it makes me smile b/c im sure he can detect the whole confidence thing.. i'm exuding that shit!..hahahahaha!! I've got a few, but 1 who I'm interested in really and a new potential that i met this morning! Superintendent of the Park District with the City! So yea..pretty impressive. Older 36 Goooooooood. So we shall see. I'm hanging my broke ass out tonight! No straight homes from work! Well that's my piece babes.. Peace:)