Moody Monday

Hola! Today i am not in the best of spirits. The weekend was actually pretty chill. I got out on Friday and hung out a bit with Kawanee and then BigMika it was cool. Saturday and Sunday the weather sucked major ass so i stayed in. So the thing that pissed me off this morning was the fact that Damien's ass complimented our4yr old at least 3 times this morning and didnt bother to say anything to me! Then on top of that he opens the door as we're leaving and yells, "Bye Gavin have a good day!" Okay like the baby is taking his fucking self to school you know?! Like how dam rude! You can't even say "Goodbye, have a good day" to me?.. That shit hurts my fucken feelings! Like is it really to the point where you can't say those small kind words to me?.. As much shit as i have to do! Get up at 7 iron me and Gavin's clothes, feed him!.. get him clean and dressed and ready for school! Wait on the bus..get off the bus take him in the school, wait BACK on the bus just so i can head downtown to work! All this shit EVERY DAM DAY and i can't get a "Have a good day?!" BULLSHIT!! I called that asshole and told him, "If i cant even get your ass to say "Good morning have a nice day" to me, then you really need to be getting up out my shit! Dam! I'm just so tired of being un happy, not loved, or tounched or even talked to for that matter! That "Get out" shit is played and i'm tired of even saying the shit! I just want a new start! Please Lord Help ME!! What the hell am I s'pose to be doing???? So lastweek sometime i viewed an apartment not to far from where i live. It was a 2bdrm for 750 a month which includes heat! The place wasn't anything to scream about, but it was quaint and affordable. I called the guy this morning and he told me that i've got it! I'm so afraid of making the wrong move! But i do know that if i continue living the way im living i'll continue to be unhappy and behind and miserable! I dont want that life!.. I'm tired of it.. I was taking my baby to school lastweek and this guy stopped in his car trying to talk to me. His name is Cornellius and he's a bit older and retired! So i gave him my # and the pussy calls me EVERY DAM DAY!! Like what the fuck dude! Slow the fuck down shit!! His old ass called me the whole dam weekend but I had my phone on silent and didn't feel like talking to his ass! So today i get to work and he calls, I figure i'd answer since the motherfucker called me about 20 dam times! So i answer and he's like, "This is Cornellius and i was looking for Ms. Ebony". So I'm like, "Ebony" my name isn't "Ebony. So this dumb ass instead of simply apologizing and saying, "Oh i'm sorry love and proceed from there, this dipshit tells me, "Well that's what you told me your name was.". I'm looking at my phone like what??.. GTFOH! I aint told you know shit like that! I said, "No i never told you that!" He's like, "Well im not about to argue with you, but that's what you told me!". Okay so i was already in a pissy ass mood and this old fuck just added to it! Hell naw you aint gotta argue with me about nothing asshole! Get the fuck off my line! I hung up in his dam face! Stop playing with me dude! And so "Bubba" is back on the scene..i guess.. *Shrugs*. He text me "Hey Spicy Lips" last week while i was here at work. We chatted for a bit and he told me that he's on crutches right now. Poor thang. So we made a date to link up tomorrow, but im gonna cancel. Tired of hanging out with these bullshit ass niccas! I need to find my happy place! And i'm just not in a mood to be entertaining some shit that's going absolutely nowhere!! Plus i don't talk to him enough to be going out "Hanging" with him! So Fuck Damien, Fuck Cornellius thirsty dumb ass and Fuck Bubba's fat ass too! I'm done with them all!!

Really Now??

Afternoon well evening just about!.. Today is Money making Monday and my mood isn't the very best! Well the weekend was pretty slowmotion. I didn't get into much mischief and pretty much stayed indoors. I got out for a bit on Friday. Hooked up with my old buddy from Grade School "Shanique" and we drank and laughed for awhile. I got to playing that "Michael Jackson Experience"and it was allll she wrote!..lol! I got a glimpse of Bubba on Friday night too. He came and bumped heads with me and we chilled for a min before I had him drop me off to Shanique. I sooo.. miss "Tomi boy". Was s'pose to hang out with him on Saturday, but was in straight lazy mode and decided to reschedule our time. IKR!! The Phuck! When we alllll...know that Tomi is the muthaphuka that we want!..lol! Oh well, hell you can't be so available to these niccas all the dam time! Tho i wanted to throw on some threads and hurry to him, i decided against it. Hopefully we'll get up later on during the week. So what brings me to blog this evening is "Bubba's" ass! So Saturday I ask him via text if he can buy me some perfume. I didn't really see the big dam deal! I mean it's $40 Perfume! Smell goods, come on now! So he asked me, "What was the name" but after I told him he got all dry and shit thru text like, you know there was an issue with him getting it for me. Okay now check this. I work. I can really buy my own $40 bottle of perfume or for that matter get another mofo to buy it okay! He has no issue with asking for Pics and videos and shyt but you wanna act all crazy when i ask you to get me something as small as perfume?? Okay so that was Sat and he really never said "Yes or No" about it. So today he sends me a text saying, "Man I lost all of your pics cuz i've got a new phone" so no problem.. i re-send the pics. Then i say, "So you never told me if you were getting me perfume or not. did you look online?" So this mofo says, "No i didn't look, but what if i told you no?" WHAT?!! So you know i'm pissed at this point right? cuz im thinking like, really what's the fucking deal?!. I can't get a dam bottle of perfume out cho ass??.. Get the fuck outta here! Miss me with the bullshit alright! Cheap ass bastard! Then to top it all off, last week he sent me some raunchy text asking me what color panties i had on.:) I replied, like "Green" And that was that. So today after he sends me this bullshit text asking me if i'm upset about the perfume and I say, "Nope" which is a dam lie im sure he knows! This fuck has the nerve to text, "But i'll take you shopping for panties tho". Umm excuse me pervert! I can go panty shopping on my dam own! I don't need your funky ass! Pissed me off! Typical man shit! You can't buy me perfume but you'll have no problem purchasing something that's along the lines of SEX! Stupid ass! He may have went and gotten his ass deleted for this dumb shit here! Jackass! Ugh! I can't believe you Bubba!!..smh.. Tomi just texted and Friday it is..Whoo hooo!!!.:)))))))))) Oh so why Saturday i receive a message from "Harry" saying, "Whatchu doing?..Come blow with me.." So i'm all for that! I reply, "Cool come scoop me." This motherfucker text back, "I can call you a cab and I've got $5 on it!" Boooooy if you dont get the fuck outta my inbox with that bullshit! Hammercy! I can't win for loosing with these dudes! So needless to say i ignored his ass b/c i didn't wanna have to curse his ass out! Just go away Harry! I'm just too good for you!..Sorry.. I was kinda bummed out and not being able to make "Brittain's" party on Sat at Crush. I couldn't find ANYONE to come with me! WTF!! I am in serious need of a female rappie! I swear that is one thing that I miss the most about my old BF "Alesha" that bitch would go ANYWHERE with me!..lol! I sure do miss that..:( "Burundi" put a call and a few texts in to me over the weekend too.. *Rolls eyes* IDK i'm just so over Burundi and all these nicca's who think they can get "Free Milk!" Not happening!! Call it what you want, but if they can open their mouths to ask for ass.. and tit pics.. and facetime and quality time and..videos..etc then my muthaphucking hand is open! The fuck they think this shit is ova here! "Tomi" know what it is!..These other niccas betta catch up and read the memo! Okay that's all I've got for today... Chow!